jMcJohnson

September 30, 2007

9/29/07

Filed under: — jMcJohnson @ 3:32 pm

Happy Birthday Misty!

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This is Misty. Saturday was her birthday. She is pictured here with the jalapeno popper we shared after we ate a HUGE dinner, because, hey, we can’t turn down cheese filled fried snacks.

Misty is blessed with a sensitive soul, thoughtful eyes and a brain filled with all kinds of amazing knowledge about art, literature, philosophy and life in general. She is my favorite artist. We have been friends for over half of our lives. She has a Sam, and when life gets overwhelming, he acts as anchor or hot air balloon, depending on what she needs at the time.

We are all lucky to have a Misty.

Happy birthday, friend!

September 27, 2007

The Many Faces of Sam

Filed under: — jMcJohnson @ 7:38 pm

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Sports Fan Sam

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Beer Loving Sam

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Know It All Sam (actually, he was explaining the origin of Boggs, but seriously, Sam really does know it all)

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Friend Violating Sam

Now…if you know Sam (and heck, even if you don’t) tell me which Faces of Sam I left out…

September 26, 2007

Creation/Manipulation

Filed under: — jMcJohnson @ 7:51 am

Ever since I became interested in the New Thought movement, I have noticed how easy it is to get sucked into it and start using its principles in ways that they were not (in my understanding) intended. I am certainly not a New Thought expert by any means, but I have noticed one idea get manipulated above all others. The idea of your thought creating your reality.

The part of it that I get its the idea that, for example, if you are not feeling well, thinking about how bad you feel is not going to ever make you feel better; in fact, it will most likely make you feel worse. But if you think about how strong your immune system is, and visualize your white blood cells fighting off any foreign bodies (or something like that), you may just make yourself feel better, or not even sick at all. That’s cool. I get that. I do that (sometimes).

I understand the concept of visualizing yourself as already having the life that you want to have (whether you have it already or not). Visualizing yourself achieving your goals or stopping a bad habit. These are things that we have power over. These are things that right thinking can affect. The part where things start to get twisted for me is when people start manipulating the truth, and calling it their “reality”.

Here’s an (extreme) example: As much as I may want to visualize it, I am not black. No amount of visualizing that will make it so. However, if I get it in my head that I am black, and I start telling everyone that I am black (despite copious amounts of evidence to the contrary) I just might start believing it. I just might expect YOU to start believing it. And if you don’t, I might start to isolate myself. Tell myself that no one else “gets me.” Maybe surround myself with the (few) people who are willing to accept what I’m telling them (and myself) and make me feel okay about it. Giving up on the people who don’t. Then the real trouble begins. Me vs. the world. I start calling myself “enlightened.” I start looking down on others who don’t see the world the way I do-I feel so bad that they are so small minded and don’t “get it.” I am no longer seeking to be in touch with myself-I am trying to be right, at all costs.

I have seen people in my life, mentors, actually, use this type of thinking as justification for their selfish actions, and it blows me away. The pedestal of rightness that they place themsleves on. The cruel manipulation of beautiful ideas as well as the people around them.

This is the danger in all organized religious or intellectual movements-that in making it our own we stop listening to the outside world and only selectively take what we want to hear and call it truth, facts be damned.

The mind is powerful. Be careful how you use it.

September 24, 2007

Adult Onset ADD

Filed under: — jMcJohnson @ 8:53 pm

At work (my actual job or any kind of work, really) I can only focus for so long before I have to let my inner squirrel out. I find myself dividing up tasks and telling myself, “okay, finish these three things then you can _________.” That blank can be any number of things. Look at a celebrity gossip blog. Eat a miniature candy bar. Bounce my rubber band ball. Whatever comes to mind, really. I just can’t make myself focus for an entire day. Which got me thinking, can anyone do that? Does my boss do that? Do you do that? What is that like-to work a complete day and (aside for lunch and a bathroom break here and there) remain focused? Sometimes I look at my pile of shit to do (or the script I’m working on or whatever else I’m doing) and I just think “GOD WHY?!” Then I spazz out, become spontaneously paralyzed and look at some random dude’s Flickr page for twenty minutes before I panic and force myself to work at a demonic pace for the next thirty minutes…and then the cycle begins again.

Don’t get me wrong, (co-workers who may be reading my blog) I get my work done, I just sem to work better when I have thirty minutes to finish everything as fast as I can, rather than spreading it out over an entire day. Also, I feel that when I get my shit done, I should just be able to go home, regardless of what time it is. I have (many times) stayed late when I have had extra stuff to do or events to plan or attend. Why can’t I go home at 11:30am once in a while if I get my shit done? I mean, theoretically, I suppose I could do that, but I’m guessing it would not be a very popular decision among my overachieving co-workers.

Stupid overachievers. They ruin everything!

September 23, 2007

Extreme Blog Makeover!

Filed under: — jMcJohnson @ 2:16 pm

Pink! Cats with frog hats! More pink!

Behold the new www.jmcjohnson.com…thank you Joe!

(please be patient if some things aren’t completely functional, it is still a work in progress…)

September 19, 2007

This is amazing

Filed under: — jMcJohnson @ 3:55 pm

Have you heard about this? I love Marc Ecko!

September 16, 2007

This Weekend

Filed under: — jMcJohnson @ 9:09 pm

While Ryan whooped it up in NYC (and I got several hundred drunk dials HI SAM!!) Joe and I watched about 8 hours of season 1 of Heroes. It’s awesome! We only have about 5 more episodes to go and then we’ll be caught up for the new season. I am very excited for the new tv season to begin (are you? I hope you are.) Thanks to Tivo, I can have a life and watch several hours of my favorite shows on the weekends. Sweet.

There’s something so wonderful about fall and the chill in the air and being wrapped in a blanket and evening comeing earlier while you get sucked into the narrative of a really great, creative show.

Ah, the good old (new) days.

I also accidentally bought very thick curtains (drapes?) for our bedroom…I woke up this morning and thought it was the middle of the night when actually it was 11am…awesome!

My cat had fleas. Now he doesn’t. Be aware, indoor cats can get fleas. I didn’t know that until last week. Now I know.

The meat man at the market today informed me (after I asked where the pork shoulder would be) that pork shoulder and pork butt are the same thing. Then he made a (semi-inappropriate) joke about butts and shoulders. I chuckled and ran away with my pork butt. Now that I type it, it is pretty funny. Say it out loud. Really. Do it.

Pork butt. PORK BUTT!!!

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